THE RIDE FROM THE HEART
A space where I share my thoughts, experiance and my aspirations. This comes in a package as i will not be focusing in one aspect of life, but will be writting on a number of issues that i feel so connected with. this is to say in this blog you will find political, socio-economic and other life related issues. hope you enjoy the ride
Wednesday, 4 October 2017
Friday, 30 September 2016
Sex is "optional" & Menstruation is not
Sex is "optional" & Menstruation is not
condoms being distributed at roadblocks |
I
am back again, after a very long time. My wish is to be as consistent as
possible in posting on my blog but due to my tight schedule and work I find
minimal time to post something. Anyways
today I felt so compelled to create time and pen down my views on an on-going
debate that has been trending on social media. I first saw the post on a friend
of mine’s wall with a huge number of young people cheering and agreeing to the
sentiments he shared, I commented and debated on the issue and felt it wasn’t enough;
hence I opted to do more. After a very short space of time the debate grew to
an extent that a few friends from neighbouring countries were also talking
about it. The thoughts of this fellow were that Condoms should be sold and sanitary pads should be free...sex is
optional and menstruation is not. Quick two things that came to mind when I
saw this; there about 70% of Swazis living below the poverty mark with less
than a dollar to survive per day and the 26% of Swazis who are HIV positive.
For
a moment I thought this was a feminist battle judging from the fact that women
need pads more and at the same time people who talk about condoms more often
are men, but later on I discovered that this was just a normal issue and both
genders seem to be supporting it. Engaging this issue from the Swaziland
context one must mention that both condoms and pads are very important and we
need to reach a point as a country where we are able to provide both to the
public for free. There none availability of free pads might be one of the
fuelling factors to HIV infection, as young girls engage in unsafe sex and
intergenerational relationships in exchange for money to buy immediate needs
such as pads. On the same note in as much as sex is “optional” as highlighted
by the dear friend people do it quite a lot and that “choice” (sex) is
responsible for quite a number of things in our society, firstly it is
responsible for the now approximately 10 000 new infections every year,
about the 0.5% deaths of the total population and more than anything it is
responsible for marking Swaziland to the whole world as we have the highest HIV
prevalence rate in the world. Worth noting is that in the early years before
the introduction of condoms, the infection rate was almost double if not more
than now, the same with deaths.
Bus rank condom distribution |
Having
young people who strongly feel and support these statements at this point In
time scares the hell out of me. In such a state of affairs we cannot fool
ourselves and forget that HIV/AIDS currently remains one of the biggest
challenges that we are facing as a country and further pretend that when
condoms get sold the sex rate will decrease. I think at some point as Swazis
especially young people in general we have to remember that there are things
that are Important but not urgent and Things that are important but urgent.
This is a principle that should also guide ones actions in life and I assume
even tackling this issue requires us to be in that mode currently. Regardless
that quite a number of young girls cannot afford to buy sanitary pads, which is
a hygienic issue but realistically speaking in the absence of free pads can’t
we assist each other in buying than to substitute free condoms for free pads.
This wouldn’t mean we have forgotten about the urgent need for sanitary pads
but it would simple mean we understand our current great need. I have buried my
own family members who lost their lives due to HIV/AIDS, which is the same with
everyone else. That is why it is said if you are not infected you are affected
and in our case as Swazis we are all affected, considering the fact that
HIV/AIDS remains one of the major challenges to Swaziland’s socio-economic
development.
If
people cannot afford to buy pads (a necessity) how much more buying condoms
which in this case are regarded for “optional” use (Sex). The reality is that
those who do not afford to buy pads it is because; they literally do not have
money, there are other things which are more important than pads and lastly the
money that happens to reach their hands is too little to afford both.
A
disappointing fact is that if condoms were to be sold, so many people would get
infected. I choose not to turn a blind eye on the plenty of people who are
accessing them and using them solely because they are provided for free. Again
if you would note above, I have put optional in quotes most of the time. This
is because it is not everyone who has sex optionally. Our society which is
still patriarchal dares women to be defiant, challenge or negotiate sometimes.
Something which needs to change ASAP.
For
now like i have stated earlier rather let’s find ways of providing the two
without substituting the other. AYOBA
Tuesday, 14 October 2014
Are we Pricing the woman’s body?
It has been a long time since I last posted something on my blog, how do we re-ride again from the heart? I must admit I am so damn excited to be back again. It has been a hectic and beautiful year, I started on a new profession and had to learn and adjust to the new environment that I am now exposed to. I am now in the HIV sector, which is why I had a very keen interest when I saw an article on our government initiating to pay E200, 00 incentives to young girls as means for promoting abstinence. I asked myself a lot of questions about this initiative and I read quite a number of interesting articles in our local newspapers as well as online. I noted that even bloggers and international media houses were following this initiative with keen interest.
Well here are some of the biggest questions I asked myself about this initiative, why would one be bought to change behavior? Does money guarantee good behavior? Are we not being hypocrites in the sense that we encourage girls not to engage in transactional sex yet we go ahead and pay them not to engage in sex? What is the sustainability plan? How long is our government going to be forking out the E 200.00 on top of the millions that are spent on HIV treatment? Above all how do you put a price tag on a human being? These are some of the questions that I have and actually I have fail to answer. I once herd of an idiom that says “don’t give a man fish but teach him how to fish”, I find this statement very relevant in this case more so because I believe that addressing the core problems which have and continue to cause the escalating number of infected people is more important.
In this case what does it mean for someone, the “sugar daddy” who can actually pay more than the said amount in a day? Does that mean girls should then choose the E 200 monthly or the E 200 in a day? Reality is that sugar daddies pay more than what is being offered, not even in a space of a month but in a matter hours. So I am really not sure if this was a smart move that will bring the desired results. One would think identifying the main major causes of the high HIV prevalence in Swaziland especially amongst young girls and finding key and lasting solutions would be the way to go. One of the important things one will ever do to influence change is to educate, train people to take responsibility of their lives. It even goes further for a government because it has to also create the necessary conditions for its citizens to live without being forced by certain circumstances to do something that will backfire at some point.
For instance, the age group that is targeted by this initiative which are young girls aged 18 – 24 years, people of these age originally are supposed to be at the universities and colleges enrolling in whatever they desire. Whilst studying they should also have an assurance that after their studies they are guaranteed employment, but our reality is that this group is the same group that is neglected by our own government due to lack of scholarships, high unemployment rate, lack of alternatives incase you did not get space at the university or collage or a provision of other mean of survival. For me those are some of the core problems that we as a country need to address instead of the bribes. It’s even worse when one take a look at the socio-economic aspect of the country. About 69% of the Swazis live below the poverty line, there is underdevelopment, unemployment, underemployment and so many social ills that we are still faced with, which by the way contributes hugely to the high numbers of people infected with HIV.
Proper teachings and education to our young girls remains the key fixation to do, teachings that will encourage our sister to be responsible and to take charge of their future.Change of mindset in relation to sex is needed. We need to teach our girls the importance of abstinence and delayed sexual debut, we need to make them understand the importance of consistent condom use where they are sexually active. They should be able to make independent and responsible choices for their lives not because they will get paid for it but because it is the right thing to do for themselves. We can not throw money at our problems especially not at this problem, we need to address all of the social ills that make young girls so vulnerable and exposed to HIV infection. Throwing money at them is absolutely not the answer. As a country we have to gear up and start addressing the problems which are fueling bad habits and behaviors.
Wednesday, 3 April 2013
Let us learn to try other avenues |
From a British colony, to being colonised by one of our own;lol. I guess
you get what I am talking about. I will not even bother myself elaborating more
on that; but just a tip-I am talking about the Tinkhundla system and the man or
people behind it, that is where I will end. In my journey the youth activism I
think I can not be surprised if one would say Swazis aredormant people. All
they know is to lament and be masters in listing and or talking about the problems
their country is faced with. The reason I am saying this is because each time I
am in a space where we are together with colleagues from other countries, when
listening to the different journeys they went through, the battles they have
fought, the victories they have won in the fight against oppressive regimes
like ours and in the fight for an open society, I cannot help but think – what
have we as Swazis done?
I am currently from attending the Youth Camp 2013; themed participate 2013, where we were sharing
our different struggles and experiences on the different countries where we
come from as young people. We looked at
how we can use elections to ensure democratic societies and
also how young people can take charge and own the political spaces. While
listening to the contributions and the experiences that my fellow colleagues
put forth, I began thinking about the issue of Swaziland. Basically there were
two things on my mind;
1. Have we done enough in trying to challenge the unjust
situation? (Refer to my previous blogs for the unjust situations)
2. Have we gone all out to fight the challenges that we
claim to be faced with
What I realised is that seemingly the Swazi people or I should say we as
the youth are so great in identifying challenges and complaining about things
that are not going right. Grabbling with the aforementioned thoughts/questions
I could not help my self but feel belittled with the submissions I had heard
other colleagues share. Have we done justice in our country to challenge the
current situation, and are we all out to fight the challenges that we are faced
with. For the first time the issue of boycott went popular; through the social
networks and live debates were awash with boycott vs participating. For me that on its own was great. In this
regard probably one should start by acknowledging and also congratulating “team boycott”
for being able to spread the word across this year such that it was the talk of
the days. It was a great step and I was at some point convinced that we will be
doing it for real this time around; we will all be boycotting our coming
elections. But along the way, after passing the boycotting message across,
everything went silent. What I mean by silent is – what are the alternatives? I
have been asking myself, what happened? In real sense, what are the side
programes that will complement or enhance our boycott? What impact is boycott
in our case bringing to the fore? What are the alternative plans that are going
in line with the boycott or we boycott then what?
Are we willing to go through the
same lane again like before, where some will boycott, and no one will know or
even notice that they were boycotting,
and then everything continue as normal. Remember a successful boycott must have an
impact. I am talking about a situation
where two hundred thousand people or less will direct and control the majority
of the country and the rest. For how long are we going to be led by a minority
group that has chosen to vote, not necessarily because they believe in the
system, simply because their vote have been bought or they are protecting their
territory.
For how long can a million people be dragged by a hundred people into
the mud? I am sure that you will agree with me that in a constituency of about
5 000 people or more, only a 100 people or less can take an individual to the
parliament with our election system and come up with a legitimate government.
Legitimate because the rest of the world recognises them and they make laws
that eventually govern the majority. So will I be wrong to say, choosing not to
participate is participating? If you do not do anything you are allowing to be
led by those who choose to do something.
Before I put my last full stop on this blog, allow me to share this
words liked by my colleague “insanity is
doing the same thing over and over again, hoping to get different result”.
Let us be aware and keep on checking if our strategies are working, if there is
a need to try new strategies, let’s do that. If plan (A) doesn’t work, what do
you do? Try plan (B). Let’s explore other avenues and stop being like a penis,
which is only erectional instead of being proactive. Probably we can beat them
in their own game.
Monday, 18 February 2013
Are we doomed or what? |
Is it not surprising and frustrating to see the youth
of today insulting each other, fighting each other and labelling each other? At
this critical time in the life of young people in the country (Swaziland) and
probably in the world at large. Where most of the illnesses ad mistakes done by
those in power affects young people. The youth being the largest population in
the country, one would expect the youth to be playing a major role in shaping
their future. One would expect the youth to be holding hands, walking side by
side, males and females fighting against the unjust situations and involving
themselves in ensuring that a bright future is created. It is hurting,
frustrating and disturbing to learn that we are doing the opposite of unity.
Today’s fashion among the youth is saying if I differ with your view, it means
we are enemies and more than that you deserve an insult. Wow, amazing!
I was so lucky today to finish my daily task early at
work, which is why I also had the chance to write down my thoughts. As I was
thinking on what to do next, debating either to dash away from work or find
something to do, “boom” it’s an email, notifying me about someone who has just
posted something on our fb page. Ok, this might be interesting. I quickly read
through, this guy is asking a very important question. Something that may
assist everyone who may also have the same question, but this person does this
in a mockery way and also shows clear signs that he is aware of what he is
asking but it’s just that he decided to mock someone. The question goes like “Honest question what is Luvatsi? Is it a
political party or a political party in disguise?” (Luvatsi – a siSwati name for the Swaziland Youth Empowerment
Organization, an organization that is trying to create an enabling environment
for youth participation), then I’m like an honest question my foot.lol, why
then the two options if it’s a genuine question and interested to know?
Anyways, we once saw a similar question before and responded to it
professionally, faithfully and fully, but again along the way we discovered
that we were just being taken for a ride, as we were then attacked for having
offices, websites, hosting activities and basically for the work that we do.
Through this drama that has been going on for years
and still going on today, the attacks, fights and everything, one wonders if our
generation will be able to establish any foundation that will exist and address
key issues in the country for our own benefit and the ones to come. Nelson
Mandela says “Today we are planting a
tree, which its shadow will be enjoyed by others”. We on the other hand are
weeding off the seeds planted. We seem to focus more on undermining and pulling
each other down whilst we boast about our own achievements and how long we have
in the struggle. Facebook has now become a forum to harm the reputation of
others. In Tunisia, Egypt and other countries have used social networks as one
of the tools to fasten and strengthened their struggle. So in our case and in
real sense is this what should be happening nowadays? Is the youth doing
justice by all these crap? What kind of future are we hoping to reap through
this? We tend to forget that we should be playing an active role in shaping our
future. In any case if we choose to continue with the path that we have taken,
we are giving the government and the rulling party all the powers to continue
directing our country into the mess.
What happened to the Swaziland that we as young people
dream of and vision in the next 5 – 10 years? The Swaziland that guarantees
good governance, every graduate a job, access to education for all children,
the elderly taken care of, a country with comprehensive health care at
affordable rates, freedom of expression without fear of victimisation, access
to sexual and reproductive health, you name it.
At the moment, as young people we have mismanaged our
minds, ideas and time. All this time has gone to waste and will not yield any
benefits. Therefore my appeal as I share these thoughts, one – differing in
ideas doesn’t mean we are enemies or should be enemies, probably that is where
debates should take place up until a soft and fine solution is produced, but
again it doesn’t mean that everything should go through debates. At some point
we should agree to dis-agree, that is not a sin and shouldn’t separate us.
Secondly – collective efforts have been seen, tried
and tested in so many countries. It has worked in favour of the people, no
matter what they have been facing. It is time we put aside our differences and
try again working collectively, with honesty and dedication. SYA – (Swaziland
Youth in Action) is ready as soon as we are.
Defending one of my own, just like I would do to any
other creditable foundation.
Thursday, 15 November 2012
AN INTROSPECT: PAST, PRESENT AND FORECAST
Youngters at the back of a bakkie |
Some years back on the month of November I was born. I
do not always remember my birthday, most of the time I am usually surprised by
people wishing me a happy birthday on the social media networks and sometimes phone
messages and calls. Such gestures often remind me that wow, it’s the 17th
today”. This year my girl friend has been so concerned on what we are going to
do for my birth day celebration, she has been asking me time and again; what do you want for your special day?
This has led me to serious thoughts about my life and age; trying to figure out
the role that I have played and may still play in the society and in the
country at large in creating a situation that gives hope and better future.
The situation that young people today have found themselves in calls for one
not to be relaxed and watch things happening, it calls for one to take part and
be involved on the day to day struggles of improving one’s and other people’s
lives. For a long time young people have been shifted to the back seat and
reserved to grow up a bit in order for them to start engaging in serious
businesses like decision making processes, making their own choices about life
and other things. I am currently feeling like I am nearing my forties because
of the efforts I have contributed in engaging in shaping the environment to the
one that I would be happy with. I refuse being reserved or parked at the back
seat, as a young person. I see a need to strive, engage, fight and create
necessary conditions for me, friends, colleagues and the entire youth of
Swaziland and maybe my offspring.
The
reality that a number of young people have not yet discovered is that, the youths
are the back bone and the future of the nation. They fail to contribute to the
future of the society; they actually say it but fail to act as such. Then a
question is what really are they lacking, is it a courageous behaviour?
Unfortunately today we find the youth who are more interested in other places
which are not useful to them as well as the nation. They opt to spend their daily
lives doing drugs, engaging in crime and engaging in useless act; which is all
a recipe for failure. The common saying that the youth is the future means in
reality that young people are involved in taking their place in shaping the
future. Most young men of my age group are sitting at home lamenting and have
become experts in identifying challenges instead of bettering themselves or working
collectively in trying to come up with lasting solutions. It is not about what
you say but it is about what you do, so even if you can lament for years if you
decide to do nothing, nothing will change. They have no vision and if they do they do,
they do not have the drive to pursue those dreams or vision into a reality
should the time come. We must get control of this; we should not allow such behaviours
to dominate and kill the potential and our vision.
Many
of us are still young; we are in our twenties, which gives me hope that we
still have a choice. We can allow ourselves to stay our course and engage on
issues that will lead us to success. We have to show the older generation and
prove to ourselves that indeed we are the future. Let them know we are
intelligent and we have skills. Nothing can happen if we do not try; successes
or failures something has to be done. We will not get what we want overnight
either way but at least if we make an effort, then we have begun our journey to
what we want. One would then take this time to urge all my colleges and the
youth at large that it is not what we say but it is about what we do. Action!
Let’s do it.
Thursday, 1 November 2012
RUSHING HOME TO MY KIDS
Every
Friday after work we have this trend of hanging out with friends just to catch
up over few drinks and to take away the stress that we experience during the
week, and I usually call that act (Kuvusela
emabandla). For quite some time I have been noticing that when my friend Bhuda
prepares to leave, he would say “eish
guys I need to hurry home to my kids”. I know Bhuda very well, he stays
with his wife and their two kids, but my worry is that him rushing to his kids,
does it mean that he doesn’t include his wife among the people he needs to
hurry to? After consulting with other people on this statement that I find peculiar,
the response was that nothing was wrong with it. So the explanation was that
every man’s wife is counted among his kids; in short if you are rushing home to
your kids your wife is included. Really? Is that the case? Are they our kids
too?
In
today’s world can we say they are our kids? After calling them our better halves,
following a lot of changes that has happed in today’s society, after a lot has
been said on gender equality. After noting this, it made me think on the status
of women in today’s society and I discovered that we still have a role to play
in accommodating as well as implementing the concept of equality. Gender is arguably the most discussed phenomenon. It
is the most controversial topic causing never-ending disagreements amongst
peers who might agree on other issues but gender. It is a case of gender in
economics, politics, gender in religion, gender in education and gender
everywhere. Its dominance in socio-political and economic forums have triggered
a lot of research on it (gender) which gave birth to gender studies, a
relatively intriguing field of study which have taken the education arena by
storm, and undoubtedly is showing significant signs of dominance. That’s how
serious the gender issue has become.
It
is precisely the socio-cultural and politically constructed roles and
responsibilities ascribed to women and men that change over time, context
specific and are inseparable from power relations. It is an open secret that gender
studies world-over were and are motivated by observable disparities in the
treatment of men and women in the societies. Such disparities ended up
influencing the socialization process to the extent that certain imbalances
were eventually considered to be the societal norms. Religious teachings also
perpetuate gender imbalances, for an example; the Muslim Q’uran teaches women
to be house wives and men to be providers, such that in some instances a need
for a girl to be educated is not seen as a necessity. In Yemen a number of
parents were asked on why they did not allow their girls to go to school, and
the response from most of them was that its wrong, its irreligious, its
improper. Instead of them going to school they should stay home to prepare for
their real life, their married life. An article that was published early this
month (Malala Yousufzai of South
Waziristan in Pakistan) also report on a young girl who was attacked for
being vocal on education for girls. On the other hand men are allowed to marry
up to four wives, a practice not permitted to women. The Christian bible is
also used to perpetuate gender imbalances as some Christian denominations do
not ordain female pastors. They base their resolve on early Jewish teachings
combined with teachings of Apostle Paul who taught that women should not stand
up and testify in church. Paul, in the book of Corinthians went to the extent
of advising women not to even ask questions in church, but to wait until they
reach home to ask their husbands.
Traditional family and societal practices,
especially African and Asian, are a serious cause for concern when it comes to
gender issues. For example; in Swaziland women are particularly left out when
important family or community decisions are made. They are actually considered minors
more junior in status even to their male children. Politics are not spared the
bruises of gender discrimination and imbalances. According to the SADC report all
its member states are miles away from achieving a 50-50 representation of men
and women in parliament, cabinet and other positions of power. Swaziland is
reportedly struggling even to achieve a 20% parliament representation. All these
have contributed to man rushing home to their kids, wife counted among the
kids.
At
least someone or something triggered the realization that such age-old
practices may be gender imbalances, and the fact that for a long time they have
been suppressing our sisters, potential and actual better halves, aunts and
mother. Has the time
not come for man especially the youth to stand up, role up their sleeves and
begin taking the steps of promoting gender equality? It begins with a single
step and it begins with you.
Eish
guys it’s getting late, I better get home to my kids. lol
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